In the late 1980s, my family and I were planning to leave on
vacation, traveling in our small motor home to the forests and beaches California. We were to leave right after work, and toward
the end of the day, I remembered something I had forgotten to do in preparation
for the trip: go to The Bookworm,
my favorite used book store, and pick up reading material. Long hours on the road, long evenings of
leisure to read, and no books! This is
the stuff of nightmares.
I mentioned
my dilemma to a secretary in the office where I worked. She shrieked with glee, reached into the
bottom drawer of her desk, and pulled out Watchers,
by Dean Koontz. “I just finished this,”
she said. “It’s soooooo good! But I’m warning you—once you start it, it’ll
be impossible to put it down.” I’d never
before read a book by Dean Koontz (although I’ve read dozens since then), so I
didn’t know how the author could grab you by the throat on page 1 and hold you
captive until the last paragraph. His
descriptions are so vivid that, after all these years of being a fan, I have
memories of places that I may have seen with my physical eyes or read about in
one of his books—I’m not sure. He plays
your emotions like Mozart played the piano. Thus, I was unprepared for the metaphorical “trip” I was about to take. Those of
you who’ve read Watchers know that
the setting of the book just happens to be rural California. So you can imagine my state of mind two
nights later as I lay beside my sleeping husband, reading by flashlight, at or
approaching the climax of the book, spellbound and terrified. A wind came up, and claws—pardon me—the limbs of trees started scratching at the
windows. The world as we know it had
entirely disappeared for me, and my life was in the author’s hands. There was no going on until—come what may—I
finished that book. Perhaps
five years later, I was teaching a course to called “Fundamentals of English”
to high school juniors and seniors who, for one reason or another, had
difficulty in mainstream English classes. The class was composed, in about equal parts, of students who were new
to the country and still learning English; students who had learning
disabilities that affected their ability to read; and students who simply didn’t read, for a variety of emotional
and cultural reasons. One young man in that class was
Jon, a kid who came from a family of nonreaders and regarded school as a
purgatory that had to be endured before he could get on with his “real”
life. He had long been convinced that reading
was tedious and boring and that, once he managed to decode the words, text had
nothing to offer him. It was just
something that came between him and the thing he really wanted to do—work on
his truck. Jon was one of the mostly
fundamentally nice human beings I ever met, and although he forgave me on
sight, I was still just another in a long line of English teachers who was
going to try to make him read and, more than likely, make him feel stupid
because he couldn’t. There was no getting around
it: reading a book—any book, including a book for young readers or a book in another
language—was a requirement to pass each quarter of my class. And passing my class was a requirement for
graduation. From the start, Jon assumed
that he wouldn’t pass, wouldn’t graduate, and that was that. From
conversations with him and the
short readings we did in class, I knew that Jon—somewhere along the
way—had
mastered the basic mechanics of reading. He could decipher text
and—intellectually, at least—understand its meaning. The
disconnect occurred somewhere between the
thinking part of his brain and the feeling
part: basically, he could read, but he
just couldn’t care about
reading. Without any kind of emotional
response to text, it’s difficult, if not impossible, to focus attention on it. I don’t remember the moment of
inspiration, but at some point, I went to The Bookworm and picked up a used
copy of Watchers. I took it to school on a Friday and gave it
to Jon. I said, “All I’m asking you to
do is read the first chapter. You come
back and tell me you’ve read the first chapter, and I promise I’ll never bug you about reading again. I can’t promise that you’ll pass the class,
but I won’t try to get you to read any more. Okay?” "How long is the first chapter?” he
asked doubtfully, flipping through the pages. Finally he agreed. “Okay. I’ll try it.” When Jon didn’t say anything
Monday, I figured he’d probably forgotten his promise, postponed the task
indefinitely, or found it too difficult to read text that he clearly thought
was beyond his abilities. Two weeks
passed before he came to me after class and handed me the book. “I finished it,” he said. “That was a good book.” Jon passed the class, reading two
or three more books in the process, and graduated. In September of the following year, he
dropped by my classroom with another book in his hand—the latest paperback
release by Dean Koontz. “I read this
over the summer,” he said. “I thought
you might like to have it.” This is a true story. I was reminded of it by a present my son
Darrell got me for Christmas this year: Life Expectancy, by Dean Koontz. Thank you Darrell. Thank you Jon. And thank you Mr. Koontz.
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